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No Shame in Wearing Mommy’s Panties or Sissy Panties

sissy pantiesA healthy obsession with sissy panties usually begins with mommy’s panties. As a mother and a sissy mom, I’ve lived this. Both of my boys played with my panties. I think all boys play with mommy’s panties. But unlike most mothers I encourage it. One, I never assume that because a boy is interested in my panties that makes him gay or even a sissy. And two give a boy a break. He’s horny. Likely mommy’s panties or sister’s panties are the closest they’re going to get to pussy at their age.

However, in some boys something happens the very first time they feel mommy’s panties. Most boys just wrap them around their dick. Or smell the cotton crotch that sits against mommy’s bush. But some boys decide to wear them. Perhaps it’s instinctual in some and curiosity in others. A small portion of boys who put those panties on transform. Something happens in their brain, and they feel like they belong in those panties. And perhaps they do.

Any woman who offers sissy training will tell you that if you felt different in those panties as a young boy that was just your inner sissy telling you to explore even more. Some panty boys who played in mommy’s panties grow up and still want to wear panties. But now they’ve graduated to either their wife’s panties or maybe even buying some of their own.

I want you to feel no shame in wearing those panties. For one, the material on women’s panties feels so much better. Two, we have more styles to choose from. And better colors and patterns too. And three, women’s panties make you feel sexy. Doesn’t matter who puts them on, that individual will feel sexy.

Never Feel Shame for Wearing Mommy’s Panties

Many of my sissy callers began in mommy’s panty drawer. However, now they harbor much shame about it. They sneak time away to put on the wife’s panties or panties they bought for themselves, but they still worry they’ll get caught. And they worry they might become a disappointment to their spouses if they find out their secret. It is true that women mostly prefer alpha men who would never wear panties, but not all women. And we do not need a world of only alpha men.

Wearing mommy’s panties or your wife’s panties doesn’t make you a sissy. It might not make you an alpha man, but it does not need to be a big deal. I offer femboy training and a safe space to wear panties. I don’t judge. And I don’t laugh unless you want me to laugh.

Some women might think wearing panties makes you less of a man. But I wear boy short underwear, and I don’t feel less of a woman. Let’s get all that noise out of your head so you can play with a pair of panties freely. If you want to suck cock while you wear those panties no judgment there either. But sometimes it just feels good to talk to somebody who will give you encouragement to wear those panties and prance around the house in them too.

Sissy Training Requires a Woman Who is Equal Parts Sissy Trainer and Dominatrix

sissy trainingI enjoy sissy training. And a lot more than I ever thought I would. Before I started doing online training and phone sex calls, I worked as a professional dominatrix. And I made thousands of dollars a week putting losers in their place. But my sissy callers seem similar to my submissive, beta boys. They share many characteristics.

And a sissy trainer is still a dominatrix. She may be a mommy, or she may be a coed, but any woman who trains sissy boys remains in control and superior to her clients. Men who seek out a sissy trainer, or dominatrix are submissive men.

Sometimes I combine my skills when I’m dealing with a submissive sissy boy. Most sissies seek a sweet loving mommy who understands they want to wear panties instead of boxer shorts. Or who understands that they think about servicing cock sometimes too.

Yet, some men want not only a sissy trainer, but a phone dominatrix too. When Lewis called me, he explained what a bad disobedient little boy he’d been. The man got caught shoplifting panties. He’s a wealthy man who could afford thousands of panties, but he stole them because he seemed too embarrassed to buy them.

So, I called him a dumbass. Men buy their women panties all the time. In fact, I think more men buy lingerie than women do. So, anybody working in Victoria’s Secret will not think twice about a man buying panties unless he’s asking to try them on.

Most Sissy Boys Need Equal Parts Dominatrix and Sissy Trainer

So, Lewis seems like a masochist. He wanted punishment for bringing shame to his family. I googled him. Sure enough, he made the paper. An investment banker who gets arrested at the local mall for stealing six pairs of panties will make news in a small town. Although I know he won’t do any jail time, his family now knows he likes panties. I wanted to punish him just for being a dumbass.

Honestly, I wouldn’t have minded being a fly on the wall, listening to him explain to his wife why he shoplifted six pairs of silky panties. She thought he stole them for another woman. He would rather his wife think that he cheated on her than admit that he wants to wear panties. Once again, dumbass. I made him put on a pair of sissy panties and whip himself with a belt.

As he whipped himself, I made him call himself a dumbass repeatedly. Plus, I made him send me some pictures of what his body looked like with the welts from the leather belt. I know that sound. He really did flog himself with a belt.

Lewis is an interesting client. Wealthy. Fallen from grace. A sissy. And a submissive man. Oh, and a complete masochist too. But he called the right woman. I knew how to punish him for being a dumbass and imploding his world over panties. Plus, I knew how to dress him and train him to be a good sissy. Our relationship just started. But I’m equal parts, sissy trainer, and dominatrix and for some of you, that’s exactly what you need.

Sissy Phone Boys Love if I Watch Them Take Their First Big Black Cock

sissy phone I love talking to sissy phone boys. And I talk to a variety of sissies. Some I call closet sissies. Nobody knows but us, but they like to dress up in women’s lingerie and fantasize about sucking cock. And I talk to the down low sissies. The sissies who suck cock and even get fucked while dressed like girls behind their wives backs. And I even talk to some sissies who have a full-time mistress in their life. For some it’s their wife. But for others it’s a paid arrangement. Regardless of your sissy status, I enjoy phone calls with all sissy boys.

Last night I talked to a down low sissy. This sissy ‘s wife went out of town recently on a business trip. She returns home Friday. I convinced the sissy now would be the perfect time to finally get some cock. For almost a year I’ve worked with this sissy. She even owns a few of her own butt plugs and dildos. Weekly phone calls for almost a year provided my sissy with the proper sissy training she needed to pop that cherry.

The funny thing is as submissive as this sissy appears for me and big black cock she still wears the pants in her family. The wife seems clueless that she’s married to a pretend man. I’m sorry if you like to wear women’s clothes and suck cock, you’re not an alpha man. You can pretend to be one all you want, but you and I both know you’re a bottom bitch.

Nothing Hotter for a Trainer Than Hearing or Seeing a Sissy Lose Their Virginity to a BBC

This sissy invited somebody over that she met on a gay hookup site. And she wanted me there to hear it all. So, I acted as my sissy’s cheerleader, dominatrix and protector. You can never be too safe on those apps. But nothing went wrong with this sissy encounter.

I even spoke briefly to the black stud who popped my sissy ‘s cherry. Can I tell you how hot it is to hear a sissy scream from pleasure while getting a big black cock up her sissy hole for the first time. That never happens. Now I witness it sometimes with my real-time sissies but most of the sissies who call me live in fantasy land.

But not this sissy. Not anymore. Now that my sissy took her first big black cock in her mouth and her back door pussy, she wants more. This appears how a closet sissy becomes a down low sissy. The wife goes away or the sissy travels and he has a chance to finally get that BBC. And as a BBC sissy trainer, I love all my sissies equally. But I will add that I enjoyed hearing my sissy take her first big black cock. Once you go black, sissy, you never go back.

Online Sissy Training Provides a Safe Space to Explore Your Beta Side

online sissy trainingMen call for all sorts of online sissy training. Most of the men I speak to do not have a mistress in their life. They need to call for one because they cannot get their wives to indulge them in this lifestyle. I always feel sad for those sissies. However, I do speak to some sissies, whose wives not only cuckold them with black cock, but also encourage their sissy side. They call me less for training and more to understand what their lives will be like under this kind of regime.

Personally, I love talking to men who can be sissies at home. Nothing sadder to me than a man not able to explore his true self because it doesn’t match society or a wife’s idea of masculinity. Fuck masculinity. Not everybody can be an alpha man. Not everybody gets blessed with a big cock.

I think wives miss a big opportunity when they refuse to train or accept men for the sissies they are. Although sissies make up a small population of the male population, I think sissy phone sex is a growing fetish. And I think women would be remiss not to take full advantage of it. Trust me if I could’ve turned my ex-husband into a sissy, I would have. He could never satisfy me with his small dick. But he still thought he had enough to satisfy any woman.

Sissy Trainers Like Me Fill the Void Where Wives Fail

When wives don’t support their husbands, women like me step in to fill the void. Last night, I talked to Tony. A man with a tiny dick and a cheating wife. However, the wife will never admit she’s cheating. And she won’t cuckold her husband. In fact, when she found out her husband wore a pair of her panties to work, she lost her shit. She shamed him instead of assuming the alpha role in their marriage.

I’m all alpha, boys. And I fill the void. If you’re married to a cheating wife or just married to a normal wife who does not support your love for panties or the idea that you might be a good fluffer for her lover’s cock, you need me. Consider me your safe space.

But I am a dominant woman. So, you will listen to your sissy trainer. I will encourage you to be your natural beta self. And I will teach you to suck cock if you want to learn and dominate you because not only am I phone dominatrix, but I’m a sissy trainer too. What your wife refuses to do, I love to do. Unlike her I love turning men into my sissy beta bitches.

The Best Sissy Trainer Knows You Want That BBC

best sissy trainerThe best sissy trainer understands that no two sissies are the same. Some sissies just like to dress up and service their mistress. Other sissies desire black cock faggot training. Some sissies want to experience any cock in their ass. And there’s lots of other variances too. But anytime I meet a new sissy we sit down and have a conversation first. I need to know my sissy before I can recommend a training plan.

My new sissy told me big black cocks seem to be all she thinks about. She wants them cumming in and on her. And she fantasizes about them just taking her back door cherry by force. Sometimes she even envisions a bunch of black men gang banging her. So, I would categorize her as a black cock sissy with a masochistic streak. She wants it to hurt. And I never judge. If you want your back door sissy hole ripped apart, who am I to tell you no.

Although I prefer more sensual sissy training, I am a dominatrix too. So, if this sissy wanted her back door sissy hole obliterated, I knew just the black stud to do it. Brian is a 38-year-old black man with a 13-inch big black cock. Super thick cock too. One of my lovers. But I don’t let him fuck my ass because I know what would happen. I wouldn’t shit straight for a month. And I’m too dominant for that. But he can stretch my pussy out all he wants.

A Sissy Follows My Orders and My Training Plan

So, I invited my new sissy over after Bryan arrived. Perfect time to make my sissy’s dreams come true. She arrived in a little pink dress. Barrettes in her hair and wearing those cute little ankle socks with the lace trim. She even did her hair and makeup. My sissy looked more trans than anything. Something for her to consider because of her natural feminine features.

When Bryan saw my sissy all dolled up like that, he did a double take. Honestly, it took him a few to realize my sissy was born a genetic man. But I explained the situation and Bryan seemed more than happy to help my sissy finally get her sissy hole destroyed. Even if Bryan went gently on her back door virgin hole, it would still stretch it. My sissy took that hardcore ass fucking like a champ too. I’ve seen more seasoned BBC sissies cry with a cock that size inside of them. But this sissy just moaned in pleasure.

Most of My Sissies Want to Be BBC Sissies

Her little clitty leaked the entire time too. In the moment, I felt like a proud BBC sissy trainer. Although I didn’t really train her much beforehand, I did arrange to get her the biggest black cock I could find to destroy that sissy hole. And when it was all said and done that sissy hole looked battered. Gaped open with cum just oozing out of it. My sissy appeared exhausted, but excited that she finally got used the way she always fantasized.

As a sissy trainer, it’s my job to listen to you and discover what kind of sissy you are. And as a sissy, it’s your job to listen to me when I give you exactly what you want. I listen to my sissies, but I’m always in control. I work with my sissies, but I never let them dominate me or take over our training.

Mistress Phone Sex is in High Demand Among Sissy Boy Wannabes

mistress phone sexMistress phone sex is what sissy boys like you need. A mistress knows how to prepare you for the sissy world. Not just anybody can prepare you for that. If you want to be a pretty girl and a cocksucker, then you need the help of mistress.

I enjoy helping sissies. That’s why I do this. For sissy trainers, we don’t do this because we want the money. We are not pretending. Although the money I make from this helps support my family, I make more money in my real-life training sissies. The only ones I train for free are my own sissy boys. They’re horny teenagers now. I think they get more cock than me lol.

But they couldn’t handle the cock I get. I am a BBC sissy trainer. Now I do train people like my sons who do not want big black cock and that’s perfectly OK. But for the ones who do want big black cock, I am uniquely qualified to help because my posse of black lovers never minds fucking a sissy boy ass. Louis, who goes by Louise now, just took his first big black cock in his back door sissy hole.

And I got to watch. We trained for this moment like it was an Olympic sport. And we trained for over a year or two. Sissy Louise experienced a bit of stage fright initially. The first black cock I arranged for her, she chickened out. She took one look at that 13-inch cock and almost shit herself.

Sissy School is Always in Session

So, she decided she would wait and I would train her some more. Plus, maybe find her a cock not so big. Last night I found the smallest black cock I could, but that was still 10 inches. There’s no such thing as a tiny black dick. At least not in my world.

But I did the best I could. And I worked with her using a strap-on. Started small, but worked our way up. And it felt good to see her finally take a black cock. Like I said, she’s been training for this for a very long time. And finally, she got that big black cock up her sissy ass. Poor thing came after one thrust.

Her tiny little sissy clit looked like a leaky faucet. But she moaned and begged for more. My black stud did not stop just because she started squirting. It’s not really about the sissy’s pleasure. Sissies simply serve as cum dumpsters for a big black cock, and I make sure they all know that.

Sissy Louise and I have more training to do. Sissy training doesn’t stop once you finally get that big black cock. It’s not necessarily a lifetime of training. Perhaps, think of it as continuing education. And sissy school is always in session with me. Who wants to be my next star pupil?

Phone Domination Means The Sissy Trainer is In Charge

phone dominationMen call me for phone domination. Well smart men do. Occasionally I get some dumb ass who thinks he can turn me into his sex slave. You don’t get that on a sissy site. I could be a sissy mom, yes. But I’m a dominant woman. All sissy trainers are dominant women. And we will not put up with any nonsense. So those men who call me and don’t realize who they’re talking to, don’t feel sorry for them. They just can’t read.

If you call me, you give up power to me. I am a superior woman. And I’m a dominant woman. I don’t take crap from men. Never have and I never will. Recently, I met a man online. We met in a Reddit chat room, and it turned out that he only lived a few blocks from me. That almost never happens. So, I agreed to meet him because he wanted help becoming a black cock sissy. And I am a BBC sissy trainer.

He didn’t know that I had a black bull in the house when he arrived. For protection. Normally, I don’t need it, and I used to never do things like that, but the world is full of cat fishers these days. I’ve met a few men claiming to be sissy boys who just to force fuck me or shame me for the life choices I help others make.

Never Try to Dominate a Sissy Trainer

And I’m glad Jerome was in my bedroom watching TV. Because this guy I met online didn’t want any help becoming BBC sissy. Apparently, this loser poses as a sissy or trans wannabe so he can beat up the women who help these men. Like how pathetic is your life? Why do folks spend that much time worrying about who somebody else wants to be or wants to fuck? When he arrived, I could tell by his overly masculine identity that he did not want to be a black cock sissy. He looked like a fucking skinhead. And he acted like an entitled douche bag.

Jerome and I use safe words. All I need to do is say my daughter ‘s name and he comes out. But I swung a few punches at this guy. I’m trained in martial arts. And I’m a lot stronger than I look. Plus, I used to be a professional dominatrix. So, I punched him a few times and kicked him in the balls until he got on top of me. And then I screamed my daughter ‘s name, and Jerome picked him up with one hand and tossed him across the other side of the room.

The Biggest Mistake You Can Make is Underestimating Me

Jerome loves helping me with unruly bitch boys. And this pretend sissy bitch who wanted to force fuck me, got force fucked by a black cock. And I filmed it. This man appeared to be a racist, homophobic, transphobic asshole who needed to put in his place. Jerome prefers to lend his cock to actual black cock sissies, but he never minds turning the tables on a racist loser. I watched Jerome not only dick slap this bitch boy, but force fuck his ass too.

This loser received free, forced sissy training. Blackmail feels good for the right reasons. And keeping this guy from catfishing other sissy trainers seemed worth the risk. This guy thought he met a weak and dumb bitch. What a fucking fool. I’m sure he’s still sitting on a bag of frozen peas because Jerome prolapsed his fucking virgin asshole with his beer can thick anaconda cock. With a little editing, I’ll be able to make it look like this guy enjoyed Jerome ‘s monster cock in his ass. I’m sure his little KKK friends will love seeing him like that.

The biggest mistake a man can ever make is underestimating me. Yes, I prefer to be a soft, sensual dominatrix but I’m also strong and intelligent. And I never let a man get the upper hand. Never pretend to be a sissy because I promise you it will not end well for you.

A BBC Sissy Trainer Prepares Your Holes for Those Big Black Cocks

bbc sissy trainerAs a BBC sissy trainer, I prepare my sissies for those big meaty black cocks. Almost anytime I post pictures with me and a BBCs, little black cock faggots slide into my DM‘s. There are a few categories of gay. You can be gay for men meaning you want to date men, and you want to fuck men. However, you can also be just gay for big black cock. And that means you don’t want to date a black man, but you will be a black man’s cum dumpster and slave.

I think the Internet created a lot of black cock, sissy faggots over the years. Men could finally see those big black cocks in action and realize how much bigger they appear compared to their own tiny little white dicks. Men could understand perhaps why white women go black and never come back. However, in watching all that in interracial porn, many men jumped the shark and became black cock sissy faggots.

And for you black cock faggots out there, you need sissy training that prepares you to handle those monstrous dicks. Just because you want a big black cock does not mean you can handle a big black cock. I always recommend training. And for me training begins at home.

It begins with a black sex toy. And I recommend black cock suction dildos. I think for novices a suction cup dildo works best because it becomes cumbersome to try to figure out how to get a dildo in your ass. The suction cup dildos let you be hands-free, therefore making it much easier to take that black dildo up your ass.

Trust Me, You Want to Train for Big Black Cock

I also recommend black butt plugs. In fact, I suggest you start with the black butt plug and graduate to the black cock suction dildo. You will need plenty of lubrication for black cock training.

Let me make something clear to you. If you don’t come prepared with lubrication, most of those black men will go in and raw dog you. They don’t care if you have lubrication or not. They will shove their cock in raw. So, unless you want to tear your asshole to shreds, I highly encourage you to get a big jar of lube and take it with you wherever you might meet a big black daddy.

Some men serve as pain sluts also. So, they never mind a big black cock ripping their ass in two. But most back cock sissies, don’t enjoy the pain. However, some degree of pain is inevitable, especially if you’ve never taken even a white dick in your ass before. Black cocks seem so powerful to beta, white sissy boys that they sometimes jump the gun and a regret not training their ass better.

As the best sissy trainer for black cock sissies, not only do I train your ass so that it hurts less when you finally get a BBC in your back door pussy, but I also help you navigate where to find black men willing to fuck your loser, white asshole. Black men operate differently than white men. They never struggle going alpha on a white ass. Most black men don’t care where their cock ends up if the hole feels tight. So let me ask you, are you ready to finally take the leap and be a black cock, sissy faggot for life. Because once you go black, you won’t go back.

Sissy Phone Calls Take You Down the Rabbit Hole

sissy phoneAre you looking for a sissy phone call? I like to think I run a Barbie bimbo line. I help men become feminine versions of themselves. Most men who call me either wear panties and sexy lingerie or they like to dress head to toe. And one of the reasons I enjoy this job is because I still get to play with dolls. Just grown-up dolls. And dolls with dicks, LOL

Unlike Barbie dolls from my youth, my grown-up Barbie dolls enjoy a much bigger wardrobe. And that’s because I created a sissy closet. That’s what I call it. Even my own two sissy boys love to play in my closet. They were my first sissies. And I knew when they were young that they lacked masculinity. And I could tell they didn’t really identify with being boys.

I think as a society we push men into traditional gender roles. They need to be the bread winners. They need to rule the house. And they need to dress and act like alpha men. But the reality is not every man seems born to be an alpha man. And beta boys need a safe space to explore their femininity. Which is why I love femboy training. I can take a man pretending to be an alpha male and make him come to life dressed up as a Barbie doll. Clothes really do make the sissy.

Come Play in My Big Sissy Closet

So, when I worked with sissy Timmy last night, we started in my sissy closet. She picked out some things she wanted to wear, and I styled her head to toe. And she wanted hair and makeup done too. I transformed her. Although sissy Timmy does have a wife and a family and a white col job he does not want to lose, she can have the best of both worlds.

But with me, she can learn cock sucking, and dress as feminine as she wants. Plus, with me, sissy Timmy can suck cock in the privacy of my own home. And not just any cock but a big black cock. Many of my sissies consider my home to be their Barbie playground. Sissy slave training and my Barbie closet will help you be the most feminine version of yourself you can be. My Barbie playground is a safe space to explore alternate identities.

Mistress Phone Sex Means You Submit to Me

mistress phone sexWhen men call for mistress phone sex, I sometimes need to remind them that I’m in charge. Sissy trainers and mistresses are dominant women. You don’t call us and try to fuck us. I don’t care if you have a big dick. If you want to be a sissy, I’m not fucking you unless it’s in the ass with a strapon. I only fuck real men. And real men don’t wear panties, get fake boobs and suck cock.

So yes, I said it. Sissies are not real men. And I know deep down inside if you’re a sissy, you know that to be true. Real men don’t go to glory holes looking to suck cock. Real men don’t play dress up with their mother‘s lingerie. And real men don’t wear panties under their work suit and tie. Big cock or not, if you want to be a submissive man, I will not fuck you unless I am wearing a big strap on.

And honestly, I hate when men tell me they just want to worship or service me, but they don’t want to suck any cock. Bitch, please. If you come to a dominant woman you give up all power. You don’t get to dictate how things work. I do what I want and what feels best suited for you. You can worship me and take care of the studs in my posse too. You will be part cuckold, and part sissy. So don’t think you’re getting out of sucking cock.

Sissy Boys are Not in Control

Michael just wanted to worship me as his goddess. He didn’t want to wear panties. And he didn’t want to suck cock. Boo-hoo. So, I showed him who’s in charge. And I called up one of my very hung black lovers to demonstrate. Oscar walked through the door like he owned the place with his tree trunk of a cock hanging out of his pants, swaying back-and-forth, ready to bitch slap my sissy.

I told my sissy I am a BBC sissy trainer for a reason. I explained that often men protest sucking big black cock as it makes them feel less gay. But they really need is a woman like me who will force them to take that big black cock. And it’s just what I did. Between Oscar and I we forced Michael to suck big black cock while I fucked him in the ass. But I only fucked him in the ass to prep him for that monster anaconda that would end up pumping his sissy ass.

I love being in charge. That’s the reason I became a mistress and a sissy trainer. Plus, I did work as a professional dominatrix for many years. So, I can also flog your ass and tie you up to take those big black cocks if necessary. But I think Michael wanted it all along. He became less feisty and belligerent once that big black cock entered his sissy boy asshole. Sometimes I need to force a man into submission. Give him what he seems too afraid to ask for. That’s why women like me exist. To make you do the things you are way too weak to do on your own.